Thursday, December 30, 2004
everytime
When you woke me up
And we jumped in the car
And drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you
Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
And everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you
When the car broke down
We just kept walking along
Til we hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all okay
We spent all our money on stupid things
But if I looked back now
I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day
One more day with you
Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
My life's been in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you
Now I'm sittin here
Like we used to do
I think about my life
And how now there's nothing I won't do
Just for one more day
One more day with you
Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I feel the same
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
One more day
Just one more day
It's all I need
Just one more day with you
Yeah... *sigh*
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
pieces
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I'd thought it'd be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing could save me
But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
Monday, December 27, 2004
monotonous monday
Sunday, December 26, 2004
tell me it's not real
Life sucks, but damn, it is great... sorta.
I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
Saturday, December 25, 2004
merry christmas
YEY! Christmas was fun. Of course, I was woken (is this the right tense?? It's sounds so weird) AGAIN by Karl around 9:30. Ughie. Then, wrapping paper flew for a good 10 minutes until everyone was satisfied and messing with all of their gadgets. Alan and I got this itty bitty mp3 player that is really cool, but it only holds like 60 songs. Just looking at it makes the memory of it believable though. Then I changed out of my pjs after breakfast (mm.. Mom's homemade cinnamon rolls!) and ran by Tia's to drop off her present. After swinging by there, I just hung around the house, doing what I do best - nothing! We had dinner and then watched Harry Potter. I unfortunately missed a message that brought GREAT news... YOU'RE BACK! :) Yey. Hehehe. Santa was definitely good to me this year. ():)
Alexi comes tomorrow morning... I CAN'T WAIT!!!! :D
Friday, December 24, 2004
mercy is upon me
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
too tired
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
evasion, maybe?
Well, it seems as if someone was avoiding a situation with me. They somehow weren't home on Monday, their dad kept turning their computer off, and their phone just "randomly" turned itself off. It kind of pisses me off because it misses my chance to see them for a long time or ever again, but I get the hint of how they feel. Sorry you feel that way... :(
...and closer...
YAY! :) teeheehee...
It's been a good break so far.
Sunday, December 19, 2004
christmas is creeping closer...
Today when I was finishing up one of the pairs of my pj pants (yeah, I sew... no one really seems to believe that), my dad suggested that Kelley come Tuesday and go back Thursday. I haven't got to talk to her about it yet, but I hope that's the plan! Unfortunately, it will mean sacrificing 2 days of practice. I would rather see one of my friends I may never see again than skip swim practice. It's not like I will slip out of shape before then (oh no! *gasps*). Wow, less than one week before Christmas. I can barely remember what day it is and have already slipped into the break sleep schedule - 1 AM to 11 or 12 AM/PM. But that still guarantees me at least 10 hours of rest. Yay! I absolutely adore sleep... it's my favorite! My family FINALLY got a tree (it's pretty lousy) and we decorated it this evening, then watched Bend It Like Beckham. The night before we caught Chasing Liberty and it deserves an overall rating of "P", for predictable. The good part about it was that ridiculously hot British actor with his sexy accent. Ohhhhh, European boys... ():) Hehe. It makes me rethink that trip to Europe as my graduation present over the summer. I told my mom that it wasn't a good idea because it would keep me away from home... yeah, home in the summer. So there are a FEW things worth staying home for. Anyway, I need to seriously get shopping, even though most of things have been bought for others. I just feel like I haven't gotten much for ANYONE. My present to Alexi I have worked on since 7th grade summer (it's almost done), I have to MAKE Alan's, and I have no clue what to get Mom. I am so screwed right now... oh and I have to get my other friends a little something, too. Mom and Karl are going to the mall tomorrow, but they don't want Alan or I to come because they obviously have some shopping to do as well. Looks like Alan and I might have to take a trip there soon, too.
You love me but you don't know who I am...
Friday, December 17, 2004
all that i've got
I also failed my last Western Civ test. I am SO dead once my parents find out. Shit, shit, shit. It makes me angry that I didn't do any better, especially since I did everything I could to prepare. I HATE history! Then Nathan and I had a miscommunication by calling each other twice, but missing both. Yeah... odd. He called me twice while I was changing - I am NOT going to run downstairs half-covered to get the phone! Then I called him twice like 30 seconds later (when I had my suit ALL the way on) and he didn't pick up. What the hell?!? It doesn't matter because we still got some swimming in. Then my HS coach showed up late and was acting like a little bitch. He is damn good at ignoring people, too. He walked straight up to us, while Nathan was still in the pool with us (Ashley, Hunter and I) and told us to our warm-up, without even acknowledging his existence. He never said a word to him... how rude. If he pulls that shit with my other swimming buddy, there is going to be a fight. Hopefully, he will have the pleasure of never meeting the psycho coach, but that is doubtful. The rents are coming back tomorrow morning and we forgot to put out the recycling and trash Thursday night. Yeah, we always forget something. I am not going to HS practice tomorrow morning because it is 2 hours long and at 9 in the morning. Hell no. And the coach said (since I would be the only one there anyway) if I didn't call him, he wasn't showing. Ha - NOT CALLING! The game was tonight and the boys and girls both won. YEY! Juju did this NASTY dunk and swung from the OUTSIDE of the rim. It was great, although we got called for a foul because of it. Definitely worth it. I am sad because I realized that Rosco wasn't going to be in any of my classes next semester, I think. That means class will be SO boring. No stealing Mr. Cuddlesworth, being spun around, carried around, tickling or stealing his hat. *sigh* I just really need to step it up in class, or I can kiss my dream of being 1st in my class goodbye. I also really need sleep.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
officially OVER
I can forget about the sleeping in part, because this week consists of Christmas shopping and swimming. I was going to go to WSY tonight, but my HS practice lasted 2 hours and kicked my ass. I don't have anything left to swim for another hour and a half. Tomorrow, Karl and I are going to Best Buy to get Dad's present in the morning and then I am meeting up with Nathan around 2 to swim before HS practice. Then I think we will skip WSY (again) and go to the basketball game to watch Central get beasted out. I know I did good on my English and Pre Cal exam, but I didn't do too hot on the APES exam. Definitely lower than a 95... I am barely going to have a B as a final grade. I am so mad because we got to use our book and everything. I can't believe I didn't do better! I am going to email my teacher from Western Civ to get my grades in there. I don't know if I did much better, but I can only hope. Maybe Kelley will be here next week, then another person next week... hehe well... you know. It will definitely be fun. I am getting a little scared because my breaststroke was kind of slow today, and I can't afford to get any slower, especially for the county meet. I am really happy that I dropped AP English 12 next semester, because the new teacher is throwing books at the students to read over Christmas break. Ha - sucks for ya'll. Well, since the rents are out of town, it looks like that Karl and I are doing supper tonight. Scary, I know. But stuffed peppers and orzo sounds yummy, right? Of course! :) Looks like I better start up on the orzo...
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
best of me
The meet yesterday was fun, even though I didn't get to swim in it. I decided to just watch and time (to make sure no one was getting too fast, ya know :P). Ashley won, of course, and did a 1:23 or a 1:24. I was SO excited! She is getting faster and faster everytime I see her swim. She reminds me of how I was my earlier high school years. Her times have paralleled my freshmen and sophomore years so far. I hope she will be just as fast, if not faster than me her senior year. I still can't believe we don't have any more meets until the 30th. Lame. One more day of school and it already feels like it is over. The two hardest exams have been taken, and all I can do is hope I did well. Of course, I still have the excruciatingly CLOSE 91 in APES... why can't it just be bumped up a wee bit? I have to make at LEAST a 95 on the exam to get an A. Yeah, right. I am not going to miss that class one bit, except for the interesting labs and being picked up and spun around until I have COMPLETELY lost my center of balance by Rosco. Well, maybe I won't miss that, either. Anyway, Western Civ is over as well and I definitely won't miss that class. Tomorrow, I wipe out Pre Cal and English 12 to conclude the semester. No worries in those classes, though. I can't wait until I get to sleep in on Friday morning, while all the county kids go to their classes. Heh heh heh. Hopefully this break will move by slowly, but of course it won't. I just want to see Kelley before Christmas, Alexi after and some of the others who are stopping in town. If everything works out, Kelley might get to come sometime next week! I can't wait to see her! Swimming is still a huge priority, but I know I will find myself just saying "You know, I just don't FEEL like swimming today." Oh, well. Mom and Dad are leaving for NY tomorrow morning. And leaving my two brothers and I with the house. ALONE. This could be interesting...
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Saturday, December 11, 2004
the void
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not going to be okay...
Friday, December 10, 2004
final friday
Last night, I thought that maybe I could run on 3 hours of sleep more often (I felt pretty good), but I am feeling the effects today. I was so tired by the end of second practice, I couldn't even sprint anymore. It was pathetic. Well, Nathan comes on Tuesday, I think. I am really in for it now. Just keep swimming...
Thursday, December 09, 2004
the burdens become heavier
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
so close, yet so far
Sunday, December 05, 2004
stressful sunday
Saturday, December 04, 2004
all that's left
Thursday, December 02, 2004
maybe memories
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright
Not at all
Not for one second
Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me
I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied
-- The Used
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
life makes no sense
All-County Band was fun, especially skipping a day of school for it. Too bad missing a day takes its toll... ugh. Make-up work, here I come.
Everything is turning grey
But I won't hold my breath today
Cause I'm not scared and to tell the truth
I just don't care
Are you looking for an answer
When you still don't know the question
It's like lighting candles in the rain
Sometimes life can be a pain
But don't give up without a fight
Sometimes when you feel afraid
Don't give up and run away
Cause two wrongs don't make a right
What's the point in crying
When you've done nothing wrong
It was right there all along
The world's nothing but a lie
And everyone is going to die
But what can I say
Just help me make it through the day
You don't need a destination
Just to go somewhere in life
It's like throwing feathers at the wind
They come right back to you again
So why not give it one more try
Just cause things aren't what they seem
It doesn't mean you shouldn't dream
Just don't get your hopes too high
Cause when things don't turn out right
Your world comes crashing down
-- The Ataris
Saturday, November 27, 2004
To come crashing down ahead
And I'm still waiting for someone
To call me up and tell me "You're dead"
Sometimes I wonder what was going through your head
Hey, I don't know
But I won't go there again
You make me smile so wide
When I look into your eyes
And when you're not around
You know you're somewhere stuck inside my mind
Friday, November 26, 2004
fantastic friday
1 more month... *sigh*
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
terminal tuesday
Monday, November 22, 2004
miserable monday
I still can't listen to "I Miss You" by Incubus, for I am unable to hold back my emotions. It is a dangerous song for me.
Sunday, November 21, 2004
your picture
Before I put it away forever
I remember when I used to look at it
For comfort
To make me smile
To let me know someone was there
But your picture has been abused
Over used
You should have never posed
You shouldn't have allowed it
To fall in my possession
It softened my heart
And put it in danger
Now my vulnerable heart has been done
What was expected to be done
My fingerprints are permanent
Of where I held it so long
Please let this be a dream
I know you have my picture too
But you don't look at it like I do
-- Me
turkey, here i come
Saturday, November 20, 2004
...
The moonlight on the lake
The way we danced and hummed our favorite song
The things we did last summer
I'll remember all winter long
The midway and the fun
The kewpie dolls we won
The bell I rang to prove that I was strong
The things we did last summer
I'll remember all winter long
The early morning hike
The rented tandem bike
The lunches that we used to pack
We never could explain that sudden summer rain
The looks we got when we got back
The leaves began to fade like promises we made
How could a love that seemed so right go wrong?
The things we did last summer
I'll remember all winter long
I've tried so to forget
At times I do
And yet
The memory of you lingers like our song
The things we did last summer
I'll remember all winter long
Yeah, an old Frank Sinatra song... but hey, the lyrics fit.
Friday, November 19, 2004
TGIF
I was so scared afterschool when Hunter (one of the guys on the swim team) and I first went to the stadium, then the pool. The coach pulled me aside and asked me where I was yesterday. After telling him that I hauled ass over and tried to call him, he said he appreciated my effort. So we swam until about 4:15, then Ashley and Hunter had to leave for their church trip this weekend. The only ones left was the coach and I. He decided to do time trials just to see where I was at. So, he asked me my goal for 100 Breast and I just wanted under 1:20. Well, he timed me and... I did a 1:17.87. I couldn't believe it - and that was just at practice!!! And I just broke the 100 Breaststroke school record. Right after that, he timed me in the 200 IM and I did a 2:45, which is still 7 seconds faster than the state cut. I have never done IM before, but I decided to give it a try. In the swimming dept, I am really doing well.
I just hate being confused. No one can make up their mind and they just float in the middle so that things can slip by both ways. I HATE being an option and I am sick of playing games. Am I just a side dish to you? You make me feel so low, even though that's the last thing you want to do to me. Don't get my hopes high if you don't intend to fulfill them. I think... I am letting go.
Thursday, November 18, 2004
enraging afternoon
Oh, and the funniest thing happened last evening. I ironically went to the Y to procrastinate, but ended up doing some random guy's Spanish hw. I wasn't sure if Ashley was going to swim, but I went anyway around 8. I really didn't feel like swimming (weird, I know), so I laid out on the bench in the natatorium and waited. One of the guys who lifeguarded poked his head out of the office and said I could get in the pool if I wanted. I explained to him that I was waiting for someone. Him and I had exchanged a few comments here and there over the past few weeks, especially when he first exclaimed "You're here AGAIN?" when I started swimming 3 times a day. Well, one of Ashley's friends, who also lifeguarded, came running in. She said that Ashley was coming to pick her up for cotillion. I followed her to the door of the office and asked the details. So, she invited me into the office to wait on Ashley, which was much cooler compared to that humid pool area. I laid out on the couch they had and noticed that the guy was struggling with his Spanish I homework. He asked me if I understood it and I just told him I was taking Spanish IV next semester. Well, that was convincing. So, Ashley came in, her and her friend left, and I did the guy's homework. Halfway through it, I found out his name and where he went. I found it odd that I was doing this guy's homework and I barely knew him. Oh well, we just talked a bit, finished the hw, then I left at 8:45. I just told Mom that Ashley and I worked out. Spanish I verb conjugation beats Western Civ terms anyday.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
terrific tuesday
Saturday, November 13, 2004
sad saturday
Friday, November 12, 2004
i don't wanna be told to grow up
So, did that convince you that maybe I am not a 17 year old girl that is just waiting to grow up?
"Childhood is short and maturity is forever." - Calvin and Hobbes
By the way, I am getting a BANANAPHONE! w00t.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
terrific tuesday try-out
Sunday, November 07, 2004
sick sunday
Saturday, November 06, 2004
a 'wow' weekend
Sunday, October 31, 2004
a working weekend
*Good job to the team that got 5th at Nationals this weekend! I'm so proud of you!
Saturday, October 30, 2004
time is running out
I wanted freedom
But I'm restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped
Sense of elation
You'll never dream of breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Thursday, October 28, 2004
is it friday yet?
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
CAUTION: slow week ahead
Since we don't have to go to class until 11:20 due to testing, I think I might grab a nap. :)
Sunday, October 24, 2004
wacky weekend
Friday, October 22, 2004
yes, it is friday
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
boulevard of broken dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk away
-- Greenday
Damn good song.
Monday, October 18, 2004
a winning weekend
Friday, October 15, 2004
the end of all seasons
Thursday, October 14, 2004
curiousity will kill the cat
Monday, October 11, 2004
in this diary
I write you visions of my summer
It was the best I ever had
There were choruses and sing-alongs
And that unspoken feeling
Of knowing that right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs
And quoting lines from all those movies that we love
It still brings a smile to my face
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually
You'll finally get it right
Breaking into hotel swimming pools
And wreaking havoc on our world
Hanging out at truckstops just to pass the time
The blacktop's singing me to sleep
Lighting fireworks in parking lots
Illuminate the blackest nights
Cherry Cokes under this moonlit summer sky
2015 Riverside
It's time to say goodbye
Get on the bus
It's time to go...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually
You'll finally get it right
Get it right...
Get it right...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right
Good song... so many memories that feel like so long ago, but still bring tears to my eyes.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
nothing left
Thursday, October 07, 2004
WHY do i even try?
welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
-- Simple Plan
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
just one more day...
Monday, October 04, 2004
i was reminded of something...
Happy Birthday, Leon. We miss you...
Sunday, October 03, 2004
cumpleaños!!!
:)
Friday, October 01, 2004
life is...
You got a lotta nerve
To say you are my friend
When I was down
You just stood there grinning
You got a lotta nerve
To say you gota helping hand to lend
You just want to be on
The side that’s winning
You say I let you down
You know it’s not like that
If you’re so hurt
Why then don’t you show it
You say you lost your faith
But that’s not where it’s at
You had no faith to lose
And you know it
I know the reason
That you talk behind my back
I used to be among the crowd
You’re in with
Do you take me for such a fool
To think I’d make contact
With the one who tries to hide
What he don’t know to begin with
You see me on the street
You always act surprised
You say, "How are you?" "Good luck"
But you don’t mean it
When you know as well as me
You’d rather see me paralyzed
Why don’t you just come out once
And scream it
No
I do not feel that good
When I see the heartbreaks you embrace
If I was a master thief
Perhaps I’d rob them
And now I know you’re dissatisfied
With your position and your place
Don’t you understand
It’s not my problem
I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
And just for that one moment
I could be you
Yes
I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
You’d know what a drag it is
To see you
Friday, September 24, 2004
where do i begin?
Monday, September 20, 2004
the leaving song part 2
You won't feel anything
Or were you sent to save me?
I've thought too much
You won't find anything
Worthy of redeeming
Yo he estado aquí muchas veces antes y regreso
to...
Break down
And cease all feeling
Burn now
What once was breathing
Reach out
And you may take my heart away
Imperfect cry
Scream in ecstasy
So what befalls the flawless?
Look what i've built
Please don't do this
It shines so beautifully
Why wont you look at me?
Now watch as it destroys me
Y regreso aquí otra vez y comienzo
to...
Break down
And cease all feeling
Burn now
What once was breathing
Reach out
And you may take my heart away
Break down
And cease all feeling
Burn now
What once was breathing
Reach out
And you may take my heart away
I left it all behind and never said goodbye
I left it all behind and never said goodbye
I left it all behind and never said goodbye
I left it all to die
I saw its birth
I watched it grow
I felt it change me
I took the life
I ate it slow
Now it consumes me
Break down
And cease all feeling
Burn now
What once was breathing
Reach out
And you may take my heart away
Break down
And cease all feeling
Burn now
What once was breathing
Reach out
And you may take my heart away
Heart away...