Tuesday, December 27, 2005

countdown...

10 FIRSTS.....

FIRST BEST FRIEND(s): Tia Davis
FIRST SCREEN NAME: equuswebsteruus
FIRST PIERCING: Ears
FIRST CRUSH: Sam Jordan (hahaha)
FIRST CD: Destiny's Child
FIRST CAR: Cam Cam
FIRST TRUE LOVE: Austin
FIRST STUFFED ANIMAL: Can't remember back that far... but I do have Cobalt!
FIRST FAVORITE TV SHOW: Power Rangers? I dunno... haha
FIRST TEACHER: Mrs. Mason


NINE LASTS...

LAST ALCHOHOLIC BEVERAGE: Smirfnoff Twisted Black Cherry
LAST CAR RIDE: From DC ... ugghhh
LAST MOVIE SEEN: Fun with Dick and Jane
LAST PHONE CALL: Alexi
LAST CD PLAYED: Yellowcard
LAST BUBBLE BATH: It's been a while... in dire NEED.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: Few days ago
LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED: Few minutes ago most likely
LAST TIME YOU FELL: Um... I have pretty good balance *trips over own feet*


EIGHT "HAVE YOU EVER"S...

HAVE YOU EVER DATED ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS: When he was a best friend, yes.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ARRESTED: No.
HAVE YOU EVER SKINNY DIPPED: No.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV: Not sure.
HAVE YOU EVER KISSED SOMEONE AND THEN REGRETED IT: Yes, yes, and yes.
HAVE YOU EVER PURPOSEFULLY TEASED: Yes.
HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED: Never.
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE: Yes.


SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING...

1. Space and Air Museum T shirt
2. Lucky Jeans (lucky you...)
3. Socks
4. Silver cuff
5. "Music for All" wristband
6. Canada necklace :)
7. Leaf ring


SIX THINGS YOU DID YESTERDAY...

1. Went to the Air and Space Museum
2. Ate out Chinese
3. Got up way too early
4. Stood outside in the cold
5. Had hot chocolate with my mom
6. Missed home


FIVE THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT...

1. Friends
2. Chocolate
3. Alexi
4. Sleep
5. Cobalt


FOUR BANDS THAT MEAN the most to you...

1. Daphne Loves Derby
2. Oasis
3. Yellowcard
4. Jamisonparker


THREE CHOICES...

1. HOT OR COLD: Hot
2. BLACK OR WHITE: Black
3. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate


TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. Go back to Europe
2. Have 2 children


ONE THING YOU Regret: Denying the best thing I ever had.


Monday, December 26, 2005

yeah.

Woohoohoo...




It's all been done.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

liberation

1.) Everything is grood.

2.) I heart Christmas. :) Such a happy time of year.

3.) Sorta miss my Sewanee kids...

4.) Snow would be nice.

5.) I am adored.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

sometimes...

No matter how much you think things are going okay, you wait for everything to crash in your face. It's like, after a while, you come to expect disappointment, and when it doesn't come... you just wait. The sad part is that you don't want it to come, yet you are still waiting for it. It's like when you're a little kid and you go to the doctor's office. You know you are going to have to get that shot, and all you can do is wait for it to come. Sometimes it just stings, while other times you think you are going to keel over and die in pain. There's no way around it - life is full of disappointments, but isn't there a due date for these things?
What I am really trying to say is that I am waiting for me to fuck up again, like I always do.


I'm hoping to do well on all exams. Because I know I can.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

here's everything i've always meant to say

Just be in love
And I’ll kiss you like you’ve always wanted
Just close your eyes
I’ll still live as if I’m dying

If I don’t
Make your heart
Skip a beat
Then hate me
If I don’t
Make you feel anything
Then it’s me

I just want you to feel
Beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel
Beautiful
For once in your life

Just close your eyes
And I’ll kiss you like there’s no tomorrow

If I don’t
Make your heart
Skip a beat
Then hate me
If I don’t
Make you feel
Anything
Then it’s me

I just want you to feel
Beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel
Beautiful
For once in your life

So sleep now
So deep in static
Drifting in the shadows
Hold me close
To the fourwall headlights
And TV screens

I just want you to feel
Beautiful
For once in your life




I have made a new friend. :)