Monday, September 14, 2009

are you happy?

While I truly believe that fighting for someone that you love is noble, sometimes you end up wondering why you even tried fighting so hard. 
Things seem to get lost in all of the pride that you swallow and there is no happiness left in what you do. As for now, I am ready to take that new road and do what I want for me.

I admit that I have not been the perfect lover... but mostly because I couldn't even be me anymore. I was unable to express what I had become, and that caused me to make plenty of mistakes. I wish I could say that I regret everything that I did within the last 8.5 months, but I have started to feel that what happened has made it more clear as to why things didn't work. All in all, I need to stop being scared of being alone and settling for something that isn't good enough. I am in no way saying that you aren't a good person, you just aren't for me.

I think the worst mistake I made was giving a second chance.

Word of the wise: do what makes you happy.

5 comments:

Astray* said...

I can relate to how you feel.. fighting for love seemed like such a heroic thing to do when my boyfriend and i broke up.
I believed we were really meant to be.. and somehow if I kept fighting we'd end up together and have our happily ever after.But it didn't happen and all i really got was rejection.. which hurt even more than the breakup itself.. I'll write something down which makes more sense to me now than it ever did before.. "They spoil every romance by trying to make it last forever" (Oscar Wilde)

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