Tuesday, October 04, 2005

slowly losing it...

So I think I am losing my sanity from all this work and all this... everything. I feel like I can't think straight anymore, I seem neglectful, as if I am not doing anything right anymore. Only 10 days, and yet I feel as if we are slipping away...
Have I done something wrong?
I want to rip my hair out and throw myself to the ground. My thoughts are fighting each other, yanking at my insides, side to side. I feel the pain of indecision burn in my chest and my head throbs thinking about it as tears want to well up in frustration. I never wanted this.




I wish I were invisible again.