running away, so far away

I can't stay
I can't stay with you here...

Though I wish I could.

Once again, I am weighing out the good vs. bad of leaving Sewanee. I know that it is going to be an AWESOME summer, but there is a part of me that is reluctant to leave. I won't get to see my Jojo, won't have trails around me, and I sure as hell won't have a bunch of smart people around me. It's so nice to be able to hold an intelligent conversation and not feel, well, dumb.
Also, it will be a few months before I get to see Tyler again, and that makes me really sad. He's so much fun to hang out with that I really don't know what I am going to do without him. It will be odd knowing that he's even further than 6 hours away, and that he can't spontaneously drive down to see me (while swerving and about hitting people on the way... crazy ass). I'm going to miss those green eyes and that cute smile... I sure hope we stay in touch. You will never know how much you mean to me.
Oh, and on to the swim team... what am I going to do without having breakfast with Joey every Mon/Wed/Fri??? I am ready for swim season to start again next semester already... there are some great girls coming in and I can't wait to have a season with them. I can't wait for Florida and I sure as heck can't wait for another conference meet. As sad as it is, it seems I am encouraging time to move fast. That is not what I want, but I am looking forward to so much next year. Jo and I already have our room planned out and everything...
Yet, I have this summer planned out perfectly, as well. I just hope everything goes according to plan, and it will be the best summer yet... every summer tends to get better.

...I just hope Alexi and I can stay out of trouble. Highly doubtful.

10 days.