different

Tell myself
On the ride home
Getting tired
Hating all I've known
Holding on
Like it's all I have
Count me out
When it's clear that I
Find it hard to say
And you
Find it hard to care

I wanted to see
Something that's different
Something you said would change in me
Wanted to be
Anything different
Everything you would change in me

Got this way
Upfront but never true
God I'm wrong
It's just the way I am
Crashing down
Any chance you hear
Caving in
Any chance that you
Could see inside of me
And I don't know what to say
It's fine
This isn't Hollywood
So fine
Getting in your way

I wanted to see
Something that's different
Something you said would change in me
Wanted to be
Anything different
Everything you would change in me

I'm taking a chance
This could be different
This could be all I'm waiting for
Taking a chance
This could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for

I wanted to see
Something that's different
Something you said would change in me
Wanted to be
Anything different
Everything you would change in me

Something that's different
Something that's different